Long time!

Well, I have been pretty much a basket case for awhile, but I am hoping to turn it all around. I am not going to write too much about that, but I thought it would be fun to write 25 things about me...I got the idea from another blog that I read.

1. I adore my precious babies (they will ALWAYS be my babies, no matter what they say)
2. I love dogs...almost all of them...not mean ones, but I think that they are the cutest most loyal creatures in the universe.
3. I could NEVER be a vegetarian...I love beef way too much
4. I know way more about the heart and pediatric medicine than I ever care to know
5. I take on WAY too much...all the time and still take on more!
6. I cannot keep a clean/straight house and will always rely on my cleaning girl for all of eternity
7. I love watching fireworks
8. It was just brought to my attention today that I cannot remember the day I received my engagement ring...I do remember the day he proposed, but the actual ring receival was not that important to me...crazy huh?
9. I am painfully shy
10. which makes it horrendously difficult for me to make friends...which is why I do not have very many friends
11. I truly want to help the people that I work with in counseling them
12. I am not as religious as I would like to be
13. I am a pure blooded Democrat it is in my core belief system
14. I cannot even begin to imagine what a woman must go through inside herself to make a choice to abort a baby...babies are such a gift and such miracles
15. I love Disney World. I especially love taking the kids there and seeing them get so happy and giddy about the entire experience.
16. I fear daily of losing one of my kids
17. I love to cook, but never seem to find the time
18. Jonathan does not like any foods that I like to cook, so I guess that is why I can't find the time ;)
19. I went from NEVER wanting to be a SAHM to PLEADING with Jonathan to let me stay home to WANTING to go back to pure UNCERTAINTY about it all around.
20. I LOVE the beach...but hate going in the ocean.
21. I feel a lot of pain but will not ask for help
22. I am terrified of airplanes...terrified.
23. I love watching the kids get so excited about something so small, but to see that in their eyes it is HUGE!
24. I believe in Happily Ever After (but I think that there are so many obstacles along the way)...I DO NOT believe in divorce...there are only a few reasons I think it is okay
25. I love my family so much! I would be totally lost without each and everyone of them in my life.

So there it is...a few things about me.