Thursday, March 20, 2008
Let the worrying begin
Here I go again with my major worries and fears, and again, they are for good reasons, but there are others with so many more serious issues (like little Eli who is going to have open heart surgery really soon). I am so afraid of this whole g-button thing. I do not want Micah to have to go through anymore surgery, but here we are. I have the confidence in this being the right thing to do, especially since Micah has been about the same weight for the last year! That is just disgusting to me. I just looked back in his journal and at his 9 month appointment he was 17.5 lbs and in the 10th percentile...now he is 18.5 lbs and below the chart. So, I know that this is the right thing to do, I just need to explain that to my head and my heart...I don't want this. I am one big disaster...that is about all I can say.
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Every worry is a REAL worry. You can't compare worries, because it's always like comparing apples and oranges. Your g-button worry is VERY REAL. I am so sorry that you're having these worries right now. I know it must be hard to envision another surgery with another significant recovery period. But just imagine all the weight he will gain afterwards and how much he'll thrive. You'll be so happy to see the pounds pack on his peanut body! This must be tough, I can't imagine, but you have awesome support. I will fly down there to be with you if I need to! Our little Micah is going to do just great and in the long run, he'll be much better off because of this surgery.
My prayers are with you and I'm sending some big time hugs your way, my friend! xoxoxoxo
Love, Megan
You have every right to feel like this right now. I would be a nervous wreck to. Sometimes our head and heart don't like to agree. I've been doing the same thing about getting these upcoming tests done and that is clearly not as serious as the G-button situation. But like Megan said...every worry is a REAL worry. Your in my thoughts and prayers!
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