Personality Test

Check this site out: http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

Don't read my results until you have done it yourself, if you plan to...otherwise you will not be "totally honest" with your answers b/c you will know what to put.

Most of my answers were right on for me:

A) Priorities in my life:
1. Tiger--PRIDE
2. Horse--FAMILY
3. Sheep--LOVE
4. Cow--CAREER
5. Pig--MONEY
This is pretty telling about me...I figured that family would have gone first, and the funny thing is I actually went back and forth about these two answers while taking the test...so I would say we are looking at a 49%-51% split on these two answers.

B) Personalities:
1. Dog = My personality = LOVING---(this is exactly how I see myself)
2. Cat = My partners personality = INDEPENDENT (so Jonathan)
3. Rat = Personality of my enemies = DIRTY (AGREE)
4. Coffee = How I interpret sex :)--this one is funny = DELICIOUS (This just makes me giggle)
5. Sea = Implies my own life = TRANQUILITY (maybe this is where I am heading???

C) PEOPLE & COLORS
1. Yellow-Someone I'll never forget = JONATHAN
2. ORANGE-True friend = DADDY
3. RED-Someone I really love = JAIME (my sister)
4. WHITE-My twin soul = Megan (this one was crazy...maybe that is why I feel so close to you even though I have never met you!)
5. GREEN-Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life = MICAH (this one freaks me out a bit...why will I "remember" him? I know crazy and negative, but it makes me worry)

D) NUMBERS and DAY: 18 and Saturday...supposedly if I sent this to 18 people that my wish will be answered on Saturday...we will see!

Roller Coaster Life

Okay, I am trying so very hard to be positive and happy all the time with respect to Micah and his health...as a matter of fact, for a very short few days, my only concerns about his health had to do with whether he was going to pull that darn button out of his tummy.

But the craziness that is Micah's heart has started in again, and I feel almost betrayed by it. I have always been told that Micah's heart is in good shape, which I know in comparison to many other hearts, his is...but why does his heart go into heart failure so fast? Why do I still have to sit and watch how fast he is breathing, how sweaty he gets and how puffy his eyes look to me? I know that he will forever be a "heart baby" in my eyes, but why can't I just see it as something about him. I am not wanting his health to define him...he is such a special little boy...so curious, full of life, excited, energetic and smart...but all this health crap just keeps getting in his way.

I am very scared...but the problem is...I do not know what to be scared of. Like I said, I have always been told that this heart will last him his lifetime...but how long is his lifetime going to be? I know that is a question that none of us can answer, as there are buses out there that hit people, planes that crash and wars that kill millions of people...but I just want to know that my precious, sweet, charming little boy is going to beat his heart problems.

I guess that is the main thing going on right now...I feel like I truly am on a roller coaster since one minute I am fine and the next I am crawled up on the floor crying like a baby. I just want to be able to drift through life and enjoy every single minute that I am given with my three precious children, but all I seem to find myself being is mean, tired and sad. So, hopefully, now that I have gotten this out of my system, I can go and have a beautiful day.

The saga continues

If you have not read the first email from my sister, please do that first...then this one:
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Ok, so maybe I didn't mean everything in the last email. Sending emails like that is how wars get started. I was upset and worried and did not follow Dad's cardinal rule, of waiting at least 24 hours. I am upset that I didn't know what was going on and it, well frankly, kinda pissed me off, as I love all three kids very much.

I was just disappointed and hurt that you didn't think enough of your me to let me know.

I also understand that this is not about me, but about the Micah so I need to let that go.

So that's all.

By the way, J--- went to opening day for the D-backs last night and went got some things for kids. I am sending the box, but J--- was the one who got the the gifts. He wanted to send them something.

That's all. Can you please keep me posted?
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So much drama....I am just too tired for this...I am getting too old.

Sisterly love!

Is it any wonder that I do not have a closer relationship to my sister...here is the email that I get from her the day before my child goes into surgery....isn't this just wonderful!


Samantha,

This will be the last correspondence that I plan on having with you, unless it is in regards to our parents. I just wanted to let you know that I think you are a very cold and mean person. It is unacceptable that writing a blog on line is an acceptable form of communication with your sister. I don’t read your blog every time there is an update, as a normal kind, loving sister would call if there was a family health issue or concern.

I did not know that your son was having surgery tomorrow, as you didn’t care enough about your own sister to call and tell me. I have a hard time believing that you didn’t have time, as you obsessively write updates on your blog. Please don’t insult my intelligence with statements like you didn’t have time, because anyone who can write novels on line has time to call their sister. That is if they care about their sister, which is clear you do not.

I am no longer a part of your life or your children’s lives. I guess you got what you have always wanted Samantha…to get rid me. I hope you’re satisfied now. I would have thought that as a mother with three children you would appreciate having a sister, but apparently it only made you realize how much you hate having a sister.

You have hurt me for the last time; I have no more emotion or tears for you.

Internet quizzes!

Okay...my friend Kellie got me going on these things...I must say that most of this stuff is true...hmmm...

What Your Little Black Dress Says About You

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly. You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections. Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits. If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

The Little Black Dress Test

You've Changed 44% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way. You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Are a Boston Creme Donut

You have a tough exterior. No one wants to mess with you. But on the inside, you're a total pushover and completely soft. You're a traditionalist, and you don't change easily. You're likely to eat the same doughnut every morning, and pout if it's sold out.

What Donut Are You?

You Are 56% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman. Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Are a Rainbow

Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing

What Type of Weather Are You?